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I uploaded a video clip of a muscle in my shoulder twitching up a storm. It's just 1 of thousands of twitches going on in my body, all day and all night. "Doesn't that make it hard to sleep?" you might ask. Why, yes, it does! I haven't had a proper sleep since January of last year. Yes, I'm very tired, and my health is suffering because I can't sleep. "Don't the muscles get tired?", I hear you asking. Why, yes, they do! Sometimes they twitch so long and so hard that they cram ... p up. Other times they just get very tired and sore... but that doesn't necessarily stop the twitching! Sometimes a muscle will twitch until it's a hard little ball of aching tissue (and still try to keep going). "Don't you burn a lot of calories, twitching all over the place, all the time?" I sure do! I have to eat 5 meals a day, plus high-calorie snacks, just to maintain my current weight, which is 30 pounds lighter than it should be. "Isn't that expensive?", you're all asking. Why, yes, it's very expensive! I eat so much that I have to shop for groceries every day. If I miss a day of shopping, I usually run out of food. But because I'm weak from all the nonstop twitching and insomnia, I can only carry a small bag of groceries on each arm. I live about 20 blocks from the nearest grocery store. Since I can no longer drive a car, I have to walk. Every day is a delicate balance of going out for groceries, trying not to waste energy, maximizing the number of calories I can bring back from the store, and trying to stay in budget. Since I'm unable to work right now, and I run my own business, I have no income. I've burned through my savings. Not having enough to eat, the lack of sleep, the chronic pain, the long daily walks to haul food, and being ill without a diagnosis all combine to raise my stress levels - probably beyond what is sustainable. I feel as though I'm treading water, unable to call for help, and slowly running out of energy. I'm barely keeping my face above the water line right now. One of the most frustrating parts of it all is that almost every symptom is completely invisible to others. That's why I'm happy I got a good shot of some fasciculations near the skin surface today: Ucenter Dress formal wears for mature women over 40/50